Another dream...

So last night I had a dream that I was with my family and this guy is trying to kill me by blowing me up. Now in the dream my boys are about the age they are now, but my sister (who is currently childless) has two boys a little younger than mine. So it was supposed to be further in the future. All this also happens in or very near BC. At one point I was tired of trying to be one step ahead of this guy and go to my family to see what can be done, and at that moment I realize that Brenda is in on it and is also trying to do me in. So my genius plan is to take her kids with me everywhere I go, along with mine. But sadly that doesn't solve it. She puts little bombs under the rocking chairs in the boys rooms so that if I sat on them and went to stand up, they would blow up. While i was holding her baby!!! I was like WTF?? Anyway, I run away from my house and head towards BC and a lady that I once upon a time ago worked for started following me up towards the highway on one of those bigwheel three wheelers that kids ride. She was riding one of those and was gaining on me while I was running. But i made it across the street to the east side of the road and started running while I was holding one baby and two kids were running after me and I kept thinking that we'd have to stop soon cause we were all going to be out of breath but, we never did need to stop. I made it all the way to 1100 S and in my dream reality the police station was right there. About where the golf course is, which I knew that and that was why I had to make it to the east side of the street.

So this is the type of dreams that I have been having lately! I also dreamed the other night that both my mom and grandma were alive and I was at my grandmas house with my mom. I was fighting with one of my friends trying to get her to leave the house cause I was done dealing with her and wanted her gone. While this was going on, I was giving Cameron a bath (don't ask me why, I guess that I was ok with giving him a bath while yelling at my friend). Right after I was done I walked past my mom who was in the back bedroom, (my grandma the whole time was in her room, she never did come out) My mom told me that the police wanted to talk to me because there had been a robbery at the convenience store that I worked at a long time ago. I hadn't worked there since before I had my baby, but they wanted to talk to me cause it was, they thought, an inside job and so they wanted my finger prints and a statement about where I was that morning. Which I had been there fighting with my friend and both my mom and grandma had not only seen us but heard us all morning. So I was more than willing to try and help them. They told me that they were talking to me cause I had held several positions and had knowledge of they way the store worked. So naturally I thought it was the WFJ and they then informed me that it was the OFJ they were talking about and I said that I had only been a cashier there and nothing else but they thought I had been in every position to which I had to say NO, and then explained that in WFJ I had only been a relief person and had no importance at all. They then went away after asking me who I thought could have done it, but since i don't even know who works there anymore I couldn't be of any help.

So I haven't figured out what both of these dreams mean or could be trying to telling me, so I guess it's just my imagination running wild again.

I also had a small dream that combined the dress of today with the talk of the 1800's. That was an interesting dream but it didn't last very long at all.

This one's for Amber!!!

Here is your door prize!!! Take your pick!!!
You have many, many prizes to pick from. LOL

Less than 9 days!!! Are we getting excited?!?!?!

Confused...

So I have to blog about this here instead of my myspace blog, cause the person who I am going to write about my read my blog one day and I don't want to offend her. So I have a myspace account and I have several friends on there. I was looking a some of their pages and I must say that at first I was surprised to see that she had one, but the more I looked at her page the more it made sense. Several of her kids are on there. Well, she had a daughter that died a few years ago and someone made a account for her and I just thought that was going a little too far. They get on her page and tell her that they miss her and all that but it's just weird to me. Am I the only one that this is weird too?? I guess given who it is, I shouldn't be so surprised, she's been weird about it.

Since when did

Ghosts and ghost stories become romantic?? I was watching the Travel Channel tonight and I've heard several times that ghost are romantic. Now I am still fairly newly married and we still like the romance but I have yet to say to him, "Gee dear, I still love you but I feel that our marriage is lacking some romance, lets go try and find a ghost or a haunted house to liven things up"

Call me weird but this is not something that I think of as romantic. I'd prefer dinner in a nice quiet place, a walk or a drive with just the two of us, flirting to our hearts content and of course some foreplay. I love ghost stories and haunted houses and I try to go out of my way to see them. I have a very open mind and am willing to believe in them until I have absolute proof in front of me that they are not real... now, don't get me wrong, I think a lot of people fake a lot of things, but I know that there are some things that just can't be explained away. But never "Oh look its a ghost... I think I love you, kiss me" type of thing.





I will admit that when I get scared, a real scare, that it turns me on, (sorry if this is TMI but you ask for it if your reading my blogs, TMI is to be expected sometimes... at least I'm not telling you about the hot and heavy sex I had the other night, LOVE MY HUBBY!!! ) So anyway, back to the scary things that turn me on, but that's like turned on lets have sex soon, not romance I love you. And seeing a ghost in front of my face would probably scare the shit out of me. I'll have to get back to you on that one, if I ever get a ghost in front of my face, or even behind me, or I guess anywhere in the room for that matter.

Last Night

So.... I have decided that I have read enough classics for the time being, but I still have more to go and since I LOVED Pride and Prejudice so much, I will have to read that one yet again. Last night, I had a very vivid dream where I lived back in the late 1800's. I was living in the same time period of most of the people I have been reading about. Of course because I didn't write it down and it's now almost midnight, I have forgotten most of the dream, but I do remember that a wealthy gentleman was taking me to Paris from England because I needed to be hidden from someone, (I can't remember who) But that this Gentleman liked me and I wasn't sure if I liked him at the time or not, but wasn't in any position to refuse his help at that time. And I remember being VERY excited that I was going to Paris! I have always loved Paris and dearly want to go to France one day while I am still young enough to enjoy it. I also remember that it was important that he was wealthy because in all my books that is a key point. I can still see the streets in my dream, they were made of I think it's called cobble stones, and the shops were all small and had one or maybe two people working in them. I sadly woke up before I made it to Paris, but I would have loved to even go there in a dream. I was thinking after i got up that if I could have a few of the comforts of today, I would go back and live in that time period where everyone was so civil to each other and everyone tried to look nice and just how simple everything was back then. I find that I get so tired of the hustle and bustle of today that it would be a welcomed relief to live back when you arrived somewhere in either a carriage or on horse back or by walking. And to have balls where you get dressed up and the dances take a half hour for just one dance.
I have finished reading Pride and Prejudice and Sense and Sensibility, am in the middle of Mansfield Park and decided to take a break from the classics to finish reading (for like the 4th time) Harry Potter and Goblet of Fire. Then I am going to start on the Twilight series again so that everything is fresh and ready to go when Breaking Dawn comes out!!

Some pics of our Fourth of July...

So here are the pictures that I had promised to post. We set up the baby's pool and the slip and slide for Kelly. It was about 95 degrees so I was amazed when Kelly said he was cold. Cameron wouldn't go near the slip and slide while the water was on but after the water was off he'd go up and touch the puddles. We got a few sparklers cause I was sure that they wouldn't scare him too much. He wouldn't go near them but didn't cry or get real scared. Just wary of them. I took him home before the fireworks began, but we saw some of Willards and Harrisville's and of course Ogden's was right in front of us most of the was home. Cameron was excited to see the ones from a distance but as we passed Harrisville's they were right off the highway in the park and were VERY loud and Cameron didn't like that at all. I'm hoping that next year he'll be ok with loud noises and we can go together. Kelly loved them. Kelly also informed me that he'd like to spend the 24th with his dad "so that he can spend the 4th with each of us" I thought that was cute but I'm not sure that that will happen. I sure hope so.

Kitty Moments..

So I have these moments that I call my "Kitty Moments" They are basically when I am talking and out of the blue I jump to a completely different subject right in the middle of my last one. Then just as suddenly, I jump back. Take today for instance. Pat and I, and of course the boys, were driving through Willard on our way to Brigham for our family BBQ. I was talking to Pat about things that I heard on the news. A lady hitting a BEAR driving up Provo Canyon as we were passing the waterfall I stopped mid-sentence something like... This lady was driving up Provo Canyon and a bear 'there's no water in the waterfall anymore, how sad' anyway so a bear walked out in the lane and she hit him and killed him. Pat just laughs now, but it used to bother him because sometimes my kitty moments go for a lot longer than a sentence. But I ALMOST always get back to my original topic sooner or later. My brain is just a jumble all the time and sometimes things pass through that I know wont stick and so I have to say them before they are gone. Am I the only one who does this??? I know I'm not cause my BFF Sam does it too. And so does Pat, though I don't think that he ever did it until he'd been around me for a while. And I'm pretty sure that Sam didn't used to do it either.

Now the reason it's called a kitty moment is that one night probably close to 10 years ago now, Sam and I were going for a space cruise and I was talking and just said in mid sentence, Oh look a kitty, then finished talking about the first subject. Sam laughed but I honestly didn't notice it. It wasn't until I had done it a few times that she pointed it out and we started calling them kitty moments. I also have names for other things, like semi trucks are big kittys because if you look at the front of a semi head on it looks like a big cat. Ok so I admit it takes some imagination, but the windshield is the eyes, the ones that have two smoke stacks are the ears, the grill is the nose, and the bumper is the mouth. See a big kitty!!

The other night I was watching Tru TV, (formerly Court TV) my favorite station. They had on a series that I just love and watch all the time. "Speeders" then they had on two other funny stupidest criminals type shows that I laughed and laughed. I saw this blip that they were about to show and it showed enough that I couldn't stop laughing. I seriously almost spit out my pepsi and had I had to pee I probably would have pee'd my pants. In Canada they have like those van paddy wagons type of thing and they had handcuffed these three guys together one hand to the others hand so that they formed a line. The geniuses that they are, decided to make a break for it and they took off just to go maybe 20 yards at the most, and the last guy takes a beaner to the head into a pole like a street lamp or something. Causing the other two to get jerked back onto the first guy who fell and all around the pole like ring around the rosies. I seriously laughed so hard and am giggling right now as I write this. I know I am so not doing it justice but I swear IF I ever find it on u tube, I will so post it. I am still giggling! Although, I laugh my ass off whenever I see anyone hit their heads on walls, doors, doorways, poles, LMAO just about anything. Now, if they were really hurt I would feel bad first and then laugh. I guess i am just very easily amused. :)

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!!!!!

So I would like to take this time to wish everybody a happy and safe Fourth!! I am killing time until the baby gets up from his nap so that we can go to the mother in laws for a BBQ. She bought a slip and slide for the boys and I plan to take lots of pictures. So I will upload them all tomorrow!

As I was watching the news today one of the items was that a woman driving up Provo Canyon hit a bear!! A BEAR!!! A bear walked out into the lane while she was heading up the canyon and she hit and killed the bear, but wasn't injured herself too bad. She was only in a jeep (the kind I don't know) but I'm thinking that most jeeps are not THAT big so I'm thinking it was probably a smaller bear. Then they did a story of a guy riding a bike, as in bicycle, heading down another canyon Parleys I believe, up by Park City and he hit a dear. He was doing they think about 40 mph. he was going down hill so it is very possible to go that fast, but he hit the dear so hard that he was basically thrown to the ground head first, smashing his helmet and receiving severe head wounds, and other wounds as well. He was life flighted to the hospital. They didn't know the condition of the deer. I'm sure it probably had to be put down, but hopefully not.


So I recently just started reading Mansfield Park by Jane Austen. I must say that I was confused by the very first paragraph but I continued to read on and now am at chapter 7. Though, they are all very small chapters. I am trying to kill time until I can get my hands on the fourth book in the Twilight series, Breaking Dawn. My BFF Amber invited me to go with her and her aunt to the Borders in Logan the Friday night before it's midnight release. I have never gone to sit out all night for a book before, and while I'm hoping that we wont have to sit out, but maybe wait in a long line to receive the book. The sad thing is that we both pre-ordered our books but neither one of us wants to wait for it to come in the mail. So I might just go up with Amber and get one when it first comes out. I am super excited. But have also decided to try and open my mind to some of the classics that I thought were too stuffy before. I must admit. I am completely in love with Pride and Prejudice and I feel that the characters are like very dear friends. Now I haven't even seen the movies before for any of the classics that I am now reading, so that I would be able to see if I like them. I loved the book and liked the movie, which I just saw yesterday. I wasn't as in love with Sense and Sensibility, but that maybe because I didn't understand it as much. I feel very not smart when I read these books. Its not only the old fashioned language but also because I swear that some of the words she uses, my definitions are not the same as hers, or that I thought I knew what something meant. I also don't know what some words mean at all. And I am left guessing by reading the rest of the sentence and figuring what I think it means is close enough. It's gotten so bad that I have decided to get a small notebook and write down all the words I am either unfamiliar with or that I want to make sure it means what I think it does and I've also decided that the notebook would be filled before I even got to the third chapter. Oh well, there is only one way to learn, right?!? And I am learning at least a little, right? lol.

Does anyone know???

How to change your blog pages but be able to keep everything you had before in your layout? I changed the layout background and it erased all my side things. I was very sad over this because I had some things that I really liked there. I found a few of them again but can't remember what all I had over there. I'm a bit sad and am not sure how to or what to do.... Any thoughts or help would be appreciated!!